walking out...

today, i made a walk-out scene while talking with two of my colleagues a while ago.

trust me, walking out is something i'm good at! (hehehe ;p) as usual, the frustration that made me do it is my long-time frustration of not knowing something (in other words, being obviously left out of something). the three of us were discussing work-related stuff and then colleague A mentioned that he needs to discuss it privately with colleague B. what infuriated me was the "in-your-face" "you're-not-allowed-to-know" scenario that colleague A's statement brought up. and THAT is something i'll never be good at handling...hehehe

i stormed out of that conversation and went back to our workstation. once inside, i could not hide the fact that i was upset from the previous group of people i was with earlier. i keep brushing off my other officemates teasing that i was near tears or something.

nevertheless, both colleague A & B explained the reason behind "not-being-able-to-let-me-in-the-secret" because of some plan "not-yet-revealed" to everyone . anyway, we were able to resolve this "misunderstanding" and i was able to find out that something good is expected (or to be exact, there's a good plan to be expected out of all these) to take place.

oh well, all in a day's work!

moving again...

we just found out yesterday that we'll be transferring from our current area to a new one - AGAIN! and ironically, we will just be returning to an area near the original one we were previously stationed. haaaayy...

well, life indeed present changes every once in a while and we do have to be flexible enough to adjust and cope with these changes. sometimes, these changes require dealing with certain people from the past.

you'll never be able to please everyone - and WE will never be please with everyone we work with...hehehe i just find it funny that the very people i'm trying to avoid, ended up being a few steps away - AGAIN...it'll be really awkward seeing those faces again, seeing them in the hallways and at the door.

oh well, it'll be just another day at work...

this is only the beginning...

hey guys!

i finally did it!

i have now officially started my very first blog!

first stop, the title of my blog...music is a given - MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!! i think i'd die if i don't have the gift of music around me...

music has been with me since i learned to utter a sound...there's not a day that passes by without me listening to music or humming a tune or belting out in the shower...

how about the thorns...

i am actually thinking of using "roses" instead of thorns because that was really what first came to my mind...but i opted for the latter because i think it is more suited with the word "music"...enough said...hehehe

so basically, this blog is about thorns that made music...thorns that made - ME...

there are a lot of things that i would associate with thorns...like i said earlier, a rose is the very first thing that came to mind...then a chain of other stuff would follow; a red rose, red symbolizes lots of things like warmth, passion, love, sunset...and so on...

and thorns sometimes symbolizes being hurt...being wounded, feeling pain...and that's something that each and everyone of us experience and learn from...

so listen to the music of my soul...

imagine the words of my dreams...

...and feel the thorns of my life