Saturday, October 4, 2008

of feelings and emotions...

i received this text message last march 3, 2007 (19:22) from my good friend ruby ann and it goes like this:

"one cannot question the existence of feelings; they are there, raw and undeniable. but one can choose to not nurture what is felt. yet, no matter what they say, what has been felt will always be more honest than what was chosen. hence, true realities are not built by the mind but by the heart…."

recently, i chose to not nurture a certain feeling i felt when i found out about something. Too obscure? Let’s just say, I chose to accept the fact that I wasn’t the one and that somebody else got into where I’m supposed to be (or so I thought).

Hehehe Malabo pa rin ba?

I have always been positive about things. I was never a pessimist. I always try to look on the brighter side of things, even if sometimes, others tend to look the other way.

But it’s never easy… You will always feel the inevitable - fear, disappointment, sadness, anger, hate. And honestly, it’s really hard to shy away from these raw emotions. Even after ignoring them and moving on, they will still be there inside us.

(NOTE: this entry was posted on monday, march 12th, 2007 at 9:32 am and is filed under Text Messages @ my friendster account.)

Sunday, August 17, 2008

the next step...



i'm thinking of creating new blog sites in order to organize my thoughts more...

hmmmm...but would i be able to constantly update all of them? like how i have so many multiply accounts...

what categories should i group together? i'm thinking of creating just two - yeah, just two more - blog sites for fear of neglecting the others just like what's happening with my multiply accounts...in addition to my multiply, i also have two or three webshots accounts...coz i just can't stop taking pictures!

i know! i'll start with deleting pictures where i'm not a part of...but that would be a stressful work for me! i just can't delete a good picture...even if i'm not on it! we'll see what happens...

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

interview ala-starstruck...

where: psBank
when : aug 05, '08
time : 8:30AM - 9:30PM

this has been a looooooong day! whew! but it was all worth it! i went in to have an aptitude exam at psBank... there were 73 of us who took the exam...but only 29 people passed...i was glad when i heard my number, "56", but was waiting for either numbers "55" or "57" to be called...alas, i was the only one in our table of around 9 or 10 who passed...i was relieved and very grateful that i managed to answer most of the questions right...even the verbal ability tests were really something...

so next stop, we filled up the application form, took sack's personality test, answered some situational questions...then waited...

and waited...for like 4hrs before we got interviewed ala-starstruck...

in the interview, we were to step up on the stage and present ourselves while our "judges" where seated in front of us...it really was like an audition where the audience are applicants like us waiting for their turn to be interviewed...

the first one, the judges called out her name so i understand if she were all nervous and unsteady...that must have been tough going first but that's how it goes...

for the next interviews, the "judges" asked who wants to volunteer...so "la sallite" went for it...and i must admit, i was impressed...nothing short of what i would expect from a "la sallista"...turns out he went to a mission for his church (by the way, he's a mormon) so he wasn't able to start his corporate career when he graduated...so now, he's vying for an IT post or the likes...he was really good onstage...knew the right words to say...hehehe i didn't get his name though...it's a very unique name, that's why...

the third "volunteer", he struggled with his answers and with his english...

the next one, is the husband of one of my favorite teachers in college (mam maggie)...he clearly stated his credentials and so we found out that he have 3 jobs right now...must be a feat to juggle 3 jobs at the same time...but i've known my teachers back in college and i know that it is humanly possible to do so...the panel asked him if he would be willing to give up his other part-time job, and that's when it went rocky...but as always, PUPians managed to survive...

up next, is another one of PUP's pride...ME!!! hehehe before i went onstage, i got the chills and felt the coldness of the a/c...so i wore my jacket to stop my teeth chattering and shaking...and i also remembered, like everyone else in the interview, i haven't eaten dinner...but fortunately, i was calm when i stepped onstage and i believe was able to answer each and every question correctly...speaking straight english and good grammar all the way...wooh! what a relief!

presenting my austin training has really been my trump card in my recent job interviews and i'm so thankful about it...the bond contract of 2 years is all worth it...

i was inspired by a lot of the other people who got up on stage and presented themselves...one was from tuguegarao and the reason she wants to work with psBank is because she wants to continue finishing her school...she's an undergraduate only in her 2nd year in college...

another story that inspired me, is one girl who lost his two brothers (one in aneurism and the other drowned)...apparently, one of these brothers left 3 kids...so her motivation looking for a stable job is to support his 3 nieces/nephews...

the last two people are the showstoppers...both full of personality that more than made up for their english...so the night ended in a good mood...

on the way to the elevator, "la sallite" caught up with me and said that he thought i was good...i didn't know what to say so i just smiled and said thank you...now, that must be something! hahaha for a la sallite to compliment me on my communication skill...in that moment, i felt proud for what i've accomplished...PUP got represented! and i'm on a roll...

waiting for a callback though...i'll keep you guys posted...wish me luck!

;p

Monday, August 4, 2008

quote of the day...

"kung tutuusin, hinde naman masarap ang alak...

yung mga kainuman lang ang nagpapasarap..."

-Bob Ong

Thursday, July 31, 2008

it's august!

again, it's august and i failed to post as much blogs as i can during july...thanks to us having no internet in the office...bummer!

what's coming this august...a lot of my friends are having their birthdays this month...so i'll try to share stuff about those celebrants....

i'll try to finish my lists of stuff that i need to post in here...so much to do, so little time...

oh well, see you later!

;p

Monday, July 14, 2008

joke of the day...

what if makasakay mo sa jeep ang MAHAL mo, kasama ung ipinalit sayo...anong gagawin mo?

AKO...simple lang!! sisigaw ako,

"MAMA, PARA NA PO! BYAHENG IMPYERNO PALA TO!"

hehehe ;p

quote of the day

in your life, you meet many people.

some you never think about again. some you wonder what happened to them.

there are some that you wonder if they ever think about you...

and then there are some that you wish you never had to think about again...

...but you do

Sunday, July 6, 2008

happy birthday papa!

a great film...

i just saw the digital film, "ang lihim ni antonio" and it's one of the BEST, if not, THE BEST indie film i've seen yet!

superb acting esp from ms. sharmaine buencamino and the two new actors kenjie garcia and josh ivan morales...the small but significant role that jiro manio played was given justice by the talented young actor...

great screenplay...great script...

award-winning film...

"ang lihim ni antonio"

directed by jose alterejos
written by lex bonife


Wednesday, June 18, 2008

the gossips about "gossip girl"...




here's one sexy scene...teaching how to play pool...






Tuesday, June 17, 2008

the jonas brothers...

i still have to know what gets every girl crazy about this group...

yeah i've seen the hanson's and the moffatts' to have an idea of what to expect...

but maybe they're even better...or yet - worst...

i'll let you guys know when i get the chance to hear this boys out...

thanks, dad!

happy father's day, papa! thanks for everything!
you are surely missed!

Saturday, June 7, 2008

i supported hillary...

analysis:

clinton loosens up — finally

washington - this one's for the girls.

that was hillary rodham clinton's message saturday as she ended her presidential bid — a final, full-throated acknowledgment of what her pioneering quest had meant to women.

it was a moving, genuine and unexpected moment for clinton, who spent most of her campaign playing down her gender as a way to reassure voters who might have trouble imagining a female commander in chief.

speaking to supporters at the national building museum here, clinton finally seemed to jettison the counsel she'd received over the course of her 17-month campaign to be safe and non-controversial — advice that made her seem steely and dull and robbed her of the magic her barrier-breaking campaign might otherwise have had.

also gone was the careful, poll-tested message of "strength and experience" she had pressed throughout the campaign, which emphasized her toughness at the expense of her humanity and warmth.

in defeat, the former first lady was finally free — and clearly eager to let it rip.

"although we weren't able to shatter that highest, hardest glass ceiling this time, thanks to you, it's got about 18 million cracks in it," clinton said — a reference to the millions of voters who supported her in the primaries.

"the light is shining through like never before, filling us all with the hope and the sure knowledge that the path will be a little easier next time," she said to applause and cheers.

the former first lady who made history with her election to the senate in 2000 spoke of running for president as both a mother and a daughter. her weeping 89-year-old mother, dorothy rodham, and 28-year old daughter chelsea stood nearby.

she channeled suffragists who gathered in seneca falls, new york, in 1848. she noted that biases against women still exist. and she spoke to female insecurity, urging women not to take the wrong message from her defeat and fail to try to achieve their dreams.

"it would break my heart if, in falling short of my goal, i in any way discouraged any of you from pursuing yours," she said. "when you stumble, keep faith. and, when you're knocked down, get right back up and never listen to anyone who says you can't or shouldn't go on."

the speech offered a telling glimpse into what might have happened had clinton shed her pantsuit-clad androgyny and presented herself instead as what she was: a female trailblazer, going where no woman in this country had ever gone before.

clinton's passionate female supporters recognized that side of her all along — hugging her on the rope line at campaign events and whispering into her ear as though she were one of their girlfriends. they proudly wore her campaign buttons and angrily pushed back on what they viewed as sexist trash-talk by television commentators and political opponents.

but to her skeptics, she was "just another clinton" — a calculating politician driven by overweening ambition, ready to steamroll her opponents if that's what it took to get elected. they never for a second doubted she was tough enough to take the 3 a.m. phone call — they just wanted to elect someone else to do it instead.

would things have been different had the new york senator peeled back the armor and embraced her femininity? no one will ever know. but she won the new hampshire primary after finally showing some emotion.

polls show obama still has considerable work to do to win over clinton's anguished female backers — a matter she addressed in her speech by acknowledging how much both candidates had in common.

to do so, she linked the milestones each had hit — she as the first serious female candidate, he as the first black to be nominated by a major party for president.

"children today will grow up taking for granted that an african-american or a woman can, yes, become the president of the united states," she said.

watching the speech at home in chicago, obama clearly recognized the message clinton was sending to women and quickly embraced it.

"i honor her today for the valiant and historic campaign she has run," he said in a statement. "she shattered barriers on behalf of my daughters and women everywhere, who now know that there are no limits to their dreams."

___

by beth fouhy, associated press writer sat jun 7, 5:41pm et

EDITOR'S NOTE: Beth Fouhy covers presidential politics for The Associated Press.




Monday, May 26, 2008

hot edu

Create Fake Magazine Covers with your own picture at MagMyPic.com


another fun site to play with...

gangsta rancer & edu

gangsta...
Myspace Glitter Graphics

found this really cute site where you can add stamps on pictures and accessorize them the way you want...

try it out! it's cool!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

disney fever...

i chanced upon this disney makeover of the princesses' princes...it's funny and i must say, very creative...i will never look at these disney characters the same way again...hehehe ;p

bowling with EDD dream team...

rancer & edu


kuya omar

edu puto

me...

rancer

minamino

Saturday, May 24, 2008

happy birthday rancer!

just want to wish my good friend, randy, happy 25th birthday!

thanks for the friendship - the laughter, the patience, for sharing the good times and the bad times and for being one of the reasons why working is stress-free and FUN!!!

although you drive me crazy sometimes, you also helped me a lot in keeping my sanity intact with every little thing i worry about...thanks for being there to remind me to be patient and calm in dealing with trivial things. i appreciate the effort and above all i thank you for accepting me for who i am (for the lunatic that i am)...

we're blessed to have the 25th of May to celebrate the friend we all love and depend on...

happy birthday, randz!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

the last david standing...


the first rocker to win the title!

after a seemingly close match between the two david's, david cook beat front-runner little david archuleta with a whooping 12 million votes!

david cook is a true rock star, and his win was a milestone for all the rock 'n' roll fans who'd previously speed-dialed in vain for past contenders like bo bice and chris daughtry and never thought a rock singer could really win this competition.

and cook's reaction--the tears (while his guyliner remained perfectly unsmudged), the gracious treatment of his opponent, the huge hug from his over-the-moon mom, etc.--was a mark of a true winner...

the new american idol...

Friday, May 9, 2008

thanks, mom!


happy mother's day, mama! thanks for everything!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

my top 5 finalists for american idol season 7

in my opinion, this should have been the top 5 finalists for this season of american idol (all things considered - voice, personality, performance):

David Archuleta

David Cook

Carly Smithson

Michael Johns

Brooke White

and below is the order from 6th place to 12th...

Ramiele Malubay

Jason Castro

Syesha Mercado

Amanda Overmyer

Chikezie

David Hernandez

Kristy Lee Cook


and this fellow should have been part of the top 12...

Danny Noriega

Friday, April 25, 2008

movie to watch...

one of my favorite TV series, sex and the city and the much anticipated movie is expected to be a hit...
of course, what i love most about this series (believe it or not!) is the friendship of the four main characters - carrie, samantha, miranda and charlotte...amidst their triumphs and failures in life especially in their lovelife, their friendship acts as a cushion whenever any of them takes a fall...whether it's a break-up, an unfulfilled orgasm, a divorce or someone to watch over the baby - they can always rely on each other to listen to their stories, give them a hug, answer their late-night calls and set aside their differences just for the sake of their friendship...