Saturday, October 4, 2008

of feelings and emotions...

i received this text message last march 3, 2007 (19:22) from my good friend ruby ann and it goes like this:

"one cannot question the existence of feelings; they are there, raw and undeniable. but one can choose to not nurture what is felt. yet, no matter what they say, what has been felt will always be more honest than what was chosen. hence, true realities are not built by the mind but by the heart…."

recently, i chose to not nurture a certain feeling i felt when i found out about something. Too obscure? Let’s just say, I chose to accept the fact that I wasn’t the one and that somebody else got into where I’m supposed to be (or so I thought).

Hehehe Malabo pa rin ba?

I have always been positive about things. I was never a pessimist. I always try to look on the brighter side of things, even if sometimes, others tend to look the other way.

But it’s never easy… You will always feel the inevitable - fear, disappointment, sadness, anger, hate. And honestly, it’s really hard to shy away from these raw emotions. Even after ignoring them and moving on, they will still be there inside us.

(NOTE: this entry was posted on monday, march 12th, 2007 at 9:32 am and is filed under Text Messages @ my friendster account.)